tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-66285592024-03-23T18:42:27.633+08:00of crystallized rain...changes.dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.comBlogger154125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-86528527232603508812013-07-12T13:08:00.001+08:002013-07-12T13:08:17.654+08:00Thing has changed<p>Solitude<br>
Is a disease at the darkest night<br>
Contagious<br>
Like a horror movie<br>
Saw, Ju-On<br>
But it's okay<br>
Big heart won't feel less than at home.<br>
You face the unfamiliar crowd<br>
And greet a few<br>
You knew the toughest journey<br>
You can't go through<br>
But you and you alone<br>
Brave the night<br>
What's matter to you?<br>
What's matter to you?<br>
When you feel you are less than you was...<br>
Keep on walking<br>
Keep laughing, keep smiling<br>
Today was just a day<br>
To make more you.<br>
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dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-81861397644240337402013-07-06T00:07:00.001+08:002013-07-06T00:07:33.057+08:00Truer meaning to life<p>The only reason I went away, because I wanted to go away.<br>
You got no idea why but I just did. And I went far.<br>
You pushed hard to my limit and I pushed back harder.<br>
Life is not just merely 'I'll be there for you'<br>
Even this world offers me a spoon-sized size of life, I would accept wholeheartedly.<br>
I use whatever I have to be still standing. And of course existing.<br>
You won't understand why but I will be every song in the radio you listen to.<br>
You won't forget phenomenal me.<br>
I don't do magic. I am simply magical and beautiful at heart.<br>
I don't rely on any occasion, any man... I define myself.<br>
This is a blessing of disguise, to hv known myself. the truer me the truer you.<br>
So, let's just move on slow.<br>
Relax.<br>
Like when I was watching the sunset at Marina Bay Sands with the odour I won't forget.<br>
Nothing in the air. Nothingness but it was perfect.<br>
My adrenalined job has the routine I now can see differently.<br>
Like traffic congestion towards Woodlands checkpoint and the crowded Orchard Road.<br>
I could listen to a strange music of orchestra it tore me down. <br>
Noise. Crowd. Faces. Hunger. Impatience. Fashion. Survival.<br>
The voices and that song of the night.<br>
Either sun shine a lil brighter or am I truly exist?!</p>
dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-41403533382875499552013-06-05T10:18:00.001+08:002013-06-05T10:18:55.619+08:00Dream oh dream<p>Jadi bila kita bermimpi, perasaan itu turut tinggal. Menarik ke dalam lubuk hati. Itu mimpi yang kita mahu. Kita perlu untuk terus berdiri dan mensyukuri kenapa dan mengapa kita bernafas lagi. Kita damba dan ingin ingat. Tapi mimpi boleh aneh. Juga.Boleh mententeramkan jiwa.</p>
<p>Ku berlari, kududuk, ku berjalan seiring kumpulan itu. Pemandangan biasa2 sekitarku. Lalu kami sampai di sebuah masjid kampung seraya seorang dari kami membunyikan 'bedong'. Lantas kami ke dalam. (kerap aku mengingat mimpi sekarang2 ni)</p>
<p>Ini mimpi mungkin sangat biasa. Tapi cukup indah dan simbolik untuk diingati. Tafsiranku, jadilah lebih baik, Zick. Atau dalam erti kata lain, untuk kita mencapai dan ingin apa yang kita hajati, dekatilah Dia. Dengan dekat pada-Nya dan hanya dengan izin-Nya..itu yg aku perlu percaya. Keyakinan itu yang amat kita perlu.</p>
<p>Dia tidak janji hidup kita akan selalu bahagia di dunia. Itu benar. Hidup memang perlu rasa kesengsaraan, rasa lemah, rasa sesak, rasa tension yang amat supaya kita amat memerlukan Dia. Jangan lelah. Jangan berhenti. Terus berjalan dan tersenyum. Pelangi muncul lepas hujan. Mentari timbul saat pagi datang. Tiada kusut yang tidak selesai, Zick. Apa pun yang menghalang, Dia pasti bersamamu...</p>
dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-82728984694738608442013-06-04T21:37:00.001+08:002013-06-04T21:38:07.121+08:00Modifikasi otak tengah<p>Selalu begini aku tanyakan diri, masih senangkah? Masih ada ruangkah? Tapi bila difikirkan hati takkan dapat memenuhi apa yang minda perlu. Hati cuma rasa puas bila minda rasa tenang. Hati cuma senyap bila minda mulai berhenti berfikir. Tapi minda takkan membuat kata putus tanpa mempersoalkan keadaan hati. Minda akan terus berlari2 anak ke sana ke mari mencari jawapan pasti. Sedangkan hati sudah mendapat kedamaian.</p>
<p>Bila difikir-fikir lagi...maka wujud otak dibahagian tengah- instinct. Naluri. Firasat. Memang bila keseimbangan wujud antara mata hati dan mata akal, firasat akan berfungsi secara sihat. Nah, firasat apa lagi?! Apa lagi kau mahu wahai minda. Kau lemparkan segala kata, segala rasa dalam logik akal yang tak tercapai. Itu tak betul. Itu salah. Ini mungkin. Mungkin satu obsesi tentang hati. Tentang rasa.</p>
<p>Maka, wujudlah satu kekeliruan. Kecelaruan yang menyesakkan hati dan minda. Kemana lagikan kau lari? Ke puncak tinggi atau ke dasar laut mati? Tiada yang indah tanpa rasa susah. Tiada yang mudah tanpa mempermudah. Jadi, mudahalih kan hati dan minda. Perlu di tahap neutral. Perlu dirantai. Perlu di penjara apa yang tidak terkata. Ini kepastian yang tidak abadi. Jika sampai tika dan waktu, maka yang di penjara akan lepas bebas menari di pentas dunia. Tika itu, siapa yang mampu mempersoalkannya....</p>
<p>Maka, mudahalihkanlah hati ni. Modifikasikanlah jiwa ini. Ke tetapan yang lebih berkemanusiaan dan ke arah redha Tuhan.</p>
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Jika hari ini aku sakit tekak sebab melalak atau cuaca tak menentu, aku harus terus menulis dan membuka mata<br />
Jika hari ini aku tak bisa tersenyum, cuma pahit kelat dirasa, aku harus buang sinisku jauh2 ke longkang<br />
Jika hari ini aku di ambang rasa kecewa, aku harus terus tertawa mengenangkan kenangan manis menggamit jiwa<br />
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<br />dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-87192756408034215772012-02-06T18:14:00.000+08:002012-02-06T18:38:31.888+08:00tambah tolak<br />
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I have raised my thought to abah, he discouraged me at first though this is solely for him.Having proposed my idea of the room, he was reluctant but nodded.<br />
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While abg Lee was busy doing his job, abah and I went to wooden door shop to find my dream royal door. For this, I allocated quite ringgit to realize the fairy glassy door of my dream. Haha, abah laughed at me but when he saw my straight and super seriousness wajah, he agreed with my choice. Did I mention the awkward silence when laoban mentioned the cost. aiyo. selagi ada pintu, selagi itu aku mahu!<br />
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I would love to share my happiness with abah, the only hero of mine. Hope the renovation will make us all happier, for we are going to have better living room (space abah space!). Next stop, marbles shop, window and the frame and lastly paint man. Hurm, biarlah semakin bertambah kasih sayang dalam family ini, amin.<br />
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<br />dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-42841769816730949722012-02-05T06:26:00.000+08:002012-02-05T06:26:05.990+08:00surat itupengesahan jawatan itu buat aku tersenyum,<br />
tenang<br />
puas......<br />
setelah pecah tulang belulang<br />
setelah hancur remuk sebuah hati<br />
setelah dibenci<br />
akhirnya aku...semoga diredhai perjalanan ini<br />
yg dulu masam pahit<br />
harap kian memanis.dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-33917586177622135802012-02-04T17:22:00.000+08:002012-02-04T17:22:53.870+08:0016.03.200416.03.2004 my first attempt to blog.<br />
Zaman tu dok pakai wayar Tmnet, abah subscribed masa kat Felda Cenderawasih.<br />
Masa tu aktif ber ZOPFAN (blog batch 1999-2003 SMSLD), masa tu aktif ber MIRC dan jumpa kawan2 best (berhubung smpai sekarang) sbb kita boleh cari group yg sesuai dgn kita.<br />
Masa tu la aku explore MS DOS, coding and solve problem kecik2 computer abah.<br />
Masa tu, aku jadi house keeper sbb mak sakit tak berdaya wat kerja rumah, before 9 terus siap semua house chores, aku berjaya manage uyui hantar ambil dia dari sekolah, masa tu aku tak terfikir pon aku bakal jadi guru.<br />
Masa tu aku happy sbb aku dapat berbakti dgn keluarga, masa tu petang2 je main pingpong, tenis dan badminton dgn budak2 Kg. Cenderawasih (mak ayah tak marah pon aktiviti sukan mix lelaki perempuan sbb kitorg x merepek cm budak sekarang).<br />
Masa tu da sangat berbeza dari sekarang, apalagi bila aku baca kembali entries dahulukala. 2004 to 2012. Of crystallized rain...changes.dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-28807988488965892592011-10-19T21:23:00.001+08:002011-10-19T21:23:43.817+08:00to get a job is easy,to confirm in the industry, sweat out babeyh<p><a href='http://lh5.ggpht.com/-yISP5BPR6jU/Tp7PXbadH_I/AAAAAAAAAQI/aDmDMBvFkag/1319059458603.jpg'><img src='http://lh5.ggpht.com/-yISP5BPR6jU/Tp7PXbadH_I/AAAAAAAAAQI/aDmDMBvFkag/s400/1319059458603.jpg' /></a></p>Thank God, I got this opportunity to change the date. Thanks to those who help me out and those who didnt belief that I will get the concern from spp. Thanks to life coz you treat me nice this time. Step to soar. Are you ready zick, to fly, to set fire. Cekalkan akal untuk smbung study.bur<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4</div>dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-13994545653890746562011-10-18T18:12:00.001+08:002011-10-18T18:12:37.192+08:00strong is a strong wordIf I were strong, this is the strongest of me. You have made me to think thrice, to open my eyes wide to see you. What are you becoming of? Perompak, penyangak atau mayat hidup yang terkangkang dan bergelimpangan kotor? Sometimes, i have to believe that your lives are curses. You want speed up your life which means to shorten your life? Common, hidup ikut phases la, you are supposed to be young and sweet and bukan penyakitan hati. Find yourself dream to soar high above the sky, bukan jatuh dalam lohong hitam kelam. Nasib kamu tentukan. Remember, we are not misguided and we are happened to guide to make you, you. Bukan anasir, lanun, alien atau namakan saja apa yg kamu terikut2. Jadilah anak bangsa melayu/malaysia yang punya harga diri, punya ilmu penuh di dada sebelum berkata dan berbahasa bangga akan namamu.<div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.4</div>dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-82083146347218129762011-08-23T21:00:00.000+08:002011-08-23T21:00:52.517+08:00merekayasa~sedang menanda kertas<div>tapi saat terhenti tatkala diri mahu menaip sesuatu di sini</div><div>apa yang aku impikan tidak sebesar yang aku miliki</div><div>segala nikmat yang telah dikurnia Tuhan, syukur~</div><div><br />
</div><div>Cuma, bersabar akan sesuatu</div><div>mencipta dan merekayasa (<i>re-engineering</i>)</div><div>"are you insane?"degup hati mengomel.</div><div>kenapa harus menutur kata begitu </div><div>bermain nasibmu</div><div>kau tanpa malu sungguh dungu</div><div><br />
</div><div>sabar disaat belum iftar</div><div>"saya sedang puasa"</div><div>memikirkan akan pengelupasan suatu lapisan</div><div>tampak hancur sebelum kegemilangan</div><div>menggerutu mati</div><div><br />
</div><div>saat melemparkan senyuman sinis</div><div>dia mara</div><div>bertanya</div><div>"saya siapkan juga, saya pinjam buka dia dan dia"</div><div>moga kota katanya.</div><div><br />
</div><div>Saat merekayasa</div><div>hidup memang terasa berbisa</div><div>luka dalam disembur Clorox</div><div>mencuci tapi terhakis</div><div>rasa gembira.</div><div><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">I, frankly</div><div style="text-align: center;">Would ponder</div><div style="text-align: center;">upon things that hunded percently untrue</div><div style="text-align: center;">But believed</div><div style="text-align: center;">By the dumb fools</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Why, why, why</div><div style="text-align: center;">How, how, how</div><div style="text-align: center;">You can smile</div><div style="text-align: center;">You can ride the talk</div><div style="text-align: center;">By enjoying the spices and seemingly perfect ingredients</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Have your sense</div><div style="text-align: center;">Widen your mind</div><div style="text-align: center;">Open your eyes</div><div style="text-align: center;">You are fooled</div><div style="text-align: center;">On non-April-fool day!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">dyradyana, 2011</div>dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-54047354978543300342011-08-18T16:47:00.001+08:002011-08-18T16:47:34.173+08:00saya bukan siapa-siapa<div style="text-align: center;">Saya bukan anak dato'</div><div style="text-align: center;">yang bila saya mahu</div><div style="text-align: center;">saya dapatkan hampir apa sahaja</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Saya bukan anak maharaja</div><div style="text-align: center;">yang bila saya arahkan</div><div style="text-align: center;">semua menurut perintah takutkan ayah saya</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Saya bukan anak ahli politik</div><div style="text-align: center;">yang bila saya mengada-ngada</div><div style="text-align: center;">semua rasa saya comel</div><div style="text-align: center;">sebab nak ampu tuan mereka</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Saya bukan siapa-siapa</div><div style="text-align: center;">cuma perhati dari 350 darjah</div><div style="text-align: center;">yang hairan melihat dunia</div><div style="text-align: center;">Selalu</div><div style="text-align: center;">pijak bumi tapi tak lekat tanah</div><div style="text-align: center;">terbang tinggi tapi bukan kepak sendiri</div><div style="text-align: center;">menyanyi sumbang tak tunjuk gigi</div><div style="text-align: center;">mengaku seni tapi cuma mau royalti</div><div style="text-align: center;">Alih-alih</div><div style="text-align: center;">dunia berputar lagi. Tapi bersegi.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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I pretend that I do not care<br />
Then 2 inches<br />
I feel not okay<br />
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Inches<br />
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No bluetooth</div>
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No connection</div>
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Soaring and smile again</div>
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Energized by my ignorance</div>
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Gain independence</div>
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Here I am</div>
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<br />dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-80801825037093909432011-08-15T22:10:00.001+08:002011-08-15T23:50:37.076+08:00Pet SocietyI am thinking of becoming a successful engineer one day, make hundred Ks.... forget about the price tag because I could buy anything *sigh<br />
<div>A dream left a dream. </div><div>Decision to be who's who has been made. Destiny chose me to be one of a kind. Teacher. An ambitious teacher. Ehem, ehem. I proclaim myself an <s>NOT</s> ordinary teacher who perform the duty and responsibility to the expectation of the admin and society. We, the <s>chosen</s> special ones also abide by rules.</div><div><br />
</div><div>Rule #1: Do not swear before the students / Behave yourself in any (serious) condition</div><div><br />
</div><div>In this kind of suburban school, which similar to "To Sir with Love" students, not to mention the ranking of the school is in bottom 300, we are strictly prohibited to use vulgar language nor to point fingers to those <i>innocent </i>children. We are the role models and angels to the students. We cannot bring stick (if possible) to prevent us becoming <i>reptiles. </i>Arm yourself only with preach and chalks.</div><div><br />
</div><div>Rule #2: Wear proper attire<u> inside or outside</u> the school compound at ALL time</div><div><br />
</div><div>I would advise this to those who care what people <i><s>care</s></i> talk about you. In my case, I live in the place where I can stumble upon almost every student and parent of the young and innocent children. They may look at you from top to toe to judge you. Be careful because, once again, you are the role models to their children. They hope you make changes. And the ones who make changes must be brilliant and PERFECT in their eyes.</div><div><br />
</div><div>#Rule 3: To be continued in next post.</div><div><br />
</div><div>P/S: How you can grow up with lots of expectations from every angle? No way! (rebel kanak2 punya style)</div>dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-91295654869186470892011-08-13T11:33:00.001+08:002011-08-13T11:34:35.718+08:00Ramadhan itu indah~<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8-yEE0NcL52kSMTn12EnSyBOekd3hWfCOH_nAPMymD3avlENmfyjUiWvnWwD47OimMd4wPkAMDaawjJ-O6NgBlOm6PYHtYcIH5EIQdERwRw2yepGENtx8p8F4QjY9PXLlo0iN8g/s320/salam-ramadhan.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8-yEE0NcL52kSMTn12EnSyBOekd3hWfCOH_nAPMymD3avlENmfyjUiWvnWwD47OimMd4wPkAMDaawjJ-O6NgBlOm6PYHtYcIH5EIQdERwRw2yepGENtx8p8F4QjY9PXLlo0iN8g/s320/salam-ramadhan.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEipLkDK4KOjennOIRw68dz4p7Puk-dtIfWKn7r4h9Ado4VgLvXs_HXqiJ1aQ4b3iBZcNb4ArVi3pBX0D2Me-AqILmGPMCyhda7MFBwt0Je4IOgKaUp_NPrJvfzAT2_Q5o5ja41QOQ/s320/RAMADHAN.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEipLkDK4KOjennOIRw68dz4p7Puk-dtIfWKn7r4h9Ado4VgLvXs_HXqiJ1aQ4b3iBZcNb4ArVi3pBX0D2Me-AqILmGPMCyhda7MFBwt0Je4IOgKaUp_NPrJvfzAT2_Q5o5ja41QOQ/s320/RAMADHAN.jpg" /></a></div><br />
dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-65744119773092198142011-08-13T10:23:00.001+08:002011-08-13T10:32:18.910+08:00Untitled<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="349" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/6ebANGzShLI?rel=0" width="425"></iframe><br />
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Having thinking all of the mess, I am still waiting for no reason. For I do not know where does this waiting lead me to. I hope for you to realize one day that living half alive was not easy. But you chose that road. You chose that. Even you do not verbalise it I know. I am not so into messing with the messy room you have there, I choose to leave us. It is a hard decision. I understand that loving you is suicide, I really do not know whether should I stay or leave. But, .... I make believe that I will be happier soon because you'll do too. Insya-Allah.<br />
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dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-61356703338412296372011-08-13T10:11:00.006+08:002011-08-13T10:37:29.425+08:00Don't come back for me<br />
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Lantas diuli dengan pepejal asing<br />
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Lalu lembap dengan larutan hijau kotor<br />
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Asing, kau semakin asing<br />
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Melenturkan secebis nikmat dan percaya<br />
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Lemas, lepas, bebas,<br />
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terbang bersama hablur tepu tapi lutsinar<br />
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Aku saat percaya cahaya semakin kabur<br />
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Semakin luntur<br />
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Semakin lemah lajunya<br />
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Mengapa harus dewata raya menunjuk kuasanya<br />
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Saat kegelapan membelah jiwa alam<br />
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Lalu harus kemana tuju sang Pheonix<br />
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Di kala mentari meminjam sinar<br />
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Kerana aku bukan <br />
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Sang puteri lindungan bulan.dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6628559.post-31695441355060274212011-08-06T01:28:00.000+08:002011-08-06T01:28:04.257+08:00Tidak lagiKenapa manusia sentiasa punya pilihan dan selalu mereka tersalah pilih ( atau betul Cuma kurang tepat), aku adalah manusia yang kerap musykil dan akan sentiasa mempersoalkan kelebihan orang yang boleh membuat pilihan tapi tidak sedar akan kelebihan tersebut. Bersyukur la kau nak, pilihanmu akan membentuk jalan hidupmu, juga, pilihanmu akan mencorak warna hidupmu, dan percaya atau tidak, pilihanmu boleh mengancam atau menjamin bahagiamu. Aku Cuma ingin kau tahu bahawasanya kau punya pilihan. Penentu nasibmu adalah usahamu. Belajarlah memilih dengan cara yang paling tepat. Mungkin kurang selamat tapi pengakhirannya menjanjikan aman, atau pilihan selamat tapi sedari atau tidak, jalan penuh liku.<br />
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Aku pernah berada di berapa ketika dan saat harus memilih . It was a life-changing moment. Aku harus memilih cita-cita aku dan cita-cita orang tuaku. Aku juga harus memilih samada memilih masa depanku atau cinta. Dan ketahuilah aku bukan pemilih yang tepat. Dan akhirku juga penuh liku. Punya takdir sebegini bikin aku semakin risau akan pengakhiranku. Adakah aku di landasan yang akhirnya mencapai destinasi pilihanku sendiri atau kelam dalam sesalku. Tiada kesudahan bagi mereka yang sentiasa menoleh. Aku mahu percaya happy ending wujud pada setiap yang percaya akan wujudnya ia. Aku mahu percaya ending aku pasti seindah yang aku lakarkan. <br />
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Cuma aku tak percaya akan cinta lagi. Aku sudah tak bisa mencintai lagi. Aku sudah membenci cinta. Sudah penat mencinta dan hanya ada Cuma rasa takut akan hati ini berbunga ros hitam. Biarlah ia tandus dari punya duri tajam menikam. Aku terlalu kecewa bila saat bahagia di puncak, dia lantas tinggalkan aku dan pilih yang lain. Ya, aku terus terang rasanya semahu mati. Aku benci kerana aku percaya cinta, lagi dan lagi. Dan biarlah rasa ini terkubur mati. Biar Tuhan tentukan aku hanya akan bersama dia yang Cuma punya rasa cinta pada Yang Esa. Dan bukan padaku, aku lebih rela.<br />
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Tetapi, tidak akan.<br />
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Tidak mungkin lagi.dyradyanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04106848791622365577noreply@blogger.com0