exam........................warrrrrrrggggggggh

Sometimes sunshine
Does not want to shine on me
And sometimes I find myself blind
At first I cannot see and then I see it's me
I chose a road when I was young
In search of fun temptations won
And all my soul I did surrender
If I had a chance to back now
Would I redeem my moral vows
Or would I repeat for my own laughter
Sometimes I hide somewhat
Like a bulb behind a shade
And sometimes I ask myself why
Is it cause the lights are too bright
Or because my eyes are closed too tight
Sometimes I find myself blind
Don't use my brain don't use my mind
Distorted feelings always leading my way
But I must forgive myselfand let the past lay down to rest
And be prepared to face myself in another day
From now on I will behave
But in the back of my mind I will be enslaved.................

I pretend dat u’r not here
Listening 2 wat I say
Bt rly u’r d only 1
Dat can make everything ok

I pretend dat I dun care
When u don’t talk 2 me
Bt rly I’m dying inside
I jz wish u could see

I pretend dat I’m fine
Wif us being jz fren
Bt rly I wana tel u
I dun want dis 2 b how it ends

I pretend dat u’r not here
Listening 2 wat I say
Bt rly u’r d only 1
Dat can make everything ok

I pretend dat I dun care
When u don’t talk 2 me
Bt rly I’m dying inside
I jz wish u could see

I pretend dat I’m fine
Wif us being jz fren
Bt rly I wana tel u
I dun want dis 2 b how it ends