it is a walk while doing the talk

If forever started now, it has begun. High speed, full definition whatever you name it. Phew! It is confusing to be precise. Senget. Uncertain and crazy, and a road that is so seemingly full of butterflies. I am terrified. Am not in love. But, how could and who think it will be the possibility? It won't - whispered the Defence Mechanism. You should have step back. One step closer was just lyric. Hell, lyric. Someone please pinch my face, or even crack my head. Reality is better than fairy tales?! Woot, woot. DREAM yo.

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baby alya penenang jiwa!

twinkle twinkle alya

ur aunt love u unconditionally

syg baby....

Menuntut sabar~

Jika hari ini aku patah kaki, aku kena duduk atas kerusi roda dan terus bergerak
Jika hari ini aku sakit tekak sebab melalak atau cuaca tak menentu, aku harus terus menulis dan membuka mata
Jika hari ini aku tak bisa tersenyum, cuma pahit kelat dirasa, aku harus buang sinisku jauh2 ke longkang
Jika hari ini aku di ambang rasa kecewa, aku harus terus tertawa mengenangkan kenangan manis menggamit jiwa

                                                                                        If I could be me, and just me...

I should be patient.

..because patient is the key 

to hold me back

in time.

Sabah. Getaway. Awesome. Simpang Mengayau

tambah tolak

the helping hands

I have raised my thought to abah, he discouraged me at first though this is solely for him.Having proposed my idea of the room, he was reluctant but nodded.

Then, the project began. We started with the all those basic, framing the room.

tempat abah berehat2

While abg Lee was busy doing his job, abah and I went to wooden door shop to find my dream royal door. For this, I allocated quite ringgit to realize the fairy glassy door of my dream. Haha, abah laughed at me but when he saw my straight and super seriousness wajah, he agreed with my choice. Did I mention the awkward silence when laoban mentioned the cost. aiyo. selagi ada pintu, selagi itu aku mahu!

berdarah mata

Peertemuan yang tak disangka

I would love to share my happiness with abah, the only hero of mine. Hope the renovation will make us all happier, for we are going to have better living room (space abah space!). Next stop, marbles shop, window and the frame and lastly paint man. Hurm, biarlah semakin bertambah kasih sayang dalam family ini, amin.

Charity starts at your doorstep ^_^

surat itu

pengesahan jawatan itu buat aku tersenyum,
tenang
puas......
setelah pecah tulang belulang
setelah hancur remuk sebuah hati
setelah dibenci
akhirnya aku...semoga diredhai perjalanan ini
yg dulu masam pahit
harap kian memanis.

16.03.2004

16.03.2004 my first attempt to blog.
Zaman tu dok pakai wayar Tmnet, abah subscribed masa kat Felda Cenderawasih.
Masa tu aktif ber ZOPFAN (blog batch 1999-2003 SMSLD), masa tu aktif ber MIRC dan jumpa kawan2 best (berhubung smpai sekarang) sbb kita boleh cari group yg sesuai dgn kita.
Masa tu la aku explore MS DOS, coding and solve problem kecik2 computer abah.
Masa tu, aku jadi house keeper sbb mak sakit tak berdaya wat kerja rumah, before 9 terus siap semua house chores, aku berjaya manage uyui hantar ambil dia dari sekolah, masa tu aku tak terfikir pon aku bakal jadi guru.
Masa tu aku happy sbb aku dapat berbakti dgn keluarga, masa tu petang2 je main pingpong, tenis dan badminton dgn budak2 Kg. Cenderawasih (mak ayah tak marah pon aktiviti sukan mix lelaki perempuan sbb kitorg x merepek cm budak sekarang).
Masa tu da sangat berbeza dari sekarang, apalagi bila aku baca kembali entries dahulukala. 2004 to 2012. Of crystallized rain...changes.