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Having thinking all of the mess, I am still waiting for no reason. For I do not know where does this waiting lead me to. I hope for you to realize one day that living half alive was not easy. But you chose that road. You chose that. Even you do not verbalise it I know. I am not so into messing with the messy room you have there, I choose to leave us. It is a hard decision. I understand that loving you is suicide, I really do not know whether should I stay or leave. But, .... I make believe that I will be happier soon because you'll do too. Insya-Allah.